just thinking and hi

sometimes I wonder about people i used to know and hang out with in WoW or even in various other games and online places.

like are they still there but as a different avatar? like me still there but someone else.

I actually like the game (WoW) still but don't play all that much, life is so much, it's good but harder in ways.

I can see again, since the cataract was removed do games are more fun again, getting the other one done soon so 3d vison again, yay!

but yeah, I think about people and just wonder where they are and are they ok?

I hope everyone is  doing well, that they are living thir lives fully or at least the best they can and are enjoying stuff.

it's so weird how you can be so (seemimgly?) close to people  and they just dissapear, or you do I guess

Not on the blog much, still playing WoW though

I still enjoy the game , I play quite a bit , still don't have Draenor flying,  but i tend to not go there except maybe to my garrison, if that. ( I have a character on eldest childs account that  I fly around there on) There are some pretty places, but meh, maybe my annoyance or just really great anger over the almost no flying lingers and is directed at Dreanor. It would greatly improve the game to just get flying I would pay 60$ us just to buy it, as I hate questing and rep stuff , i wander and pet battle. Much of the story makes me roll my eyes, this world is full of unreasonable people who  just forever  do senseless things.  like there is great danger lets all fight amongst ourselves, why not ?

Draenor is just not appealing to me, i caught a few pets I liked like the toucan looking ones , the green is my favourite. just love that little bird.  A lot of the neater pets you can just buy from the AH.

I finally got the baron's mount, so that was nice , and it took a bit long, like years too long.

I like the ghost pets from halloween quite a bit too, my little ghost maggot is adorable. having a critter haunted garrison is pretty neat too.

I still spend most of my time on the timeless isles, I just like it there a lot. I think it was one of the best designed  places ever. Actually I like Pandaria overall.

I also avoid most of the WoW community, even on tumblr ( actually especially on tumblr) people get pretty negative. ( although I guess this is kinda negative)

Not sure why i enjoy playing so much , but I do love pet battling and farming for stuff and  nifty clothes (not that my outfits matter i'm almost always in cat form  of flight form)

I still think WoW is one of the prettiest games, most other games have too much detail for detail 's sake and it  starts to look weird, plus the colours on WoW are just better. Most other games look  oddly washed out and faded.

The not so fast brewfest ram and me, also trust

So, I am more or less unquitting , although my quitting probably had little effect on Blizzard, because although now unsubscribed , its still paid till September  something. I did unsub my EU account and haven't resubbed.

But your probably wondering about the Brewfest ram.

So rather a long time ago, back during the first Brewfest   Blizzard did something kinda neat. You could through tickets at level 40 get a quest  paper thingy that let you buy the Brewfest rams. This was pretty neat because up until then any cool thing was reserved for max level character, sure you had to be level 40 but it was doable.

I was really excited because although my priest was near max level, my druid was lvl 21 and I so wanted the ram for my druid. I  leveled my druid and got the ram. this took a lot of effort and i was sick at the time so probably wearing my self out leveling was a bit unreasonable.

My best friend insisted it would be there next year. and I should rest, but no I got the ram. Ok I was a bit unhealthily obsessed. My guild thought I was crazy. Do you know why I got the ram that year? It was because I knew it was too cool, it was way to fun, way to great for a non max level character to get and I said, you know they're gonna remove this. My friend and I argued about it and I was adamant,  I was getting the ram now because it would be gone.

Guess what? blizzard removed the ram. you cant get the slow lvl 40 Brewfest ram anymore unless you did the quest. It was too easy, I guess or too fun or  the horde shouldn't get an alliance mount. I was right, but not happy about being right.

I played since vanilla, I already knew you couldn't trust blizzard, if its fun, they will take it away  or nerf it. I really don't get them I think there is some sort of griefer type person high up in their hirearchy.

So I'm still playing, I'm glad flying s back, as I kinda like grinds, but I still don't trust Blizzard.

I'm also buying Final Fantasy when I can afford it for me eldest child, after I build them a new PC that can run it.

Not exactly sure what I'm saying here , but Blizzard hasn't exactly changed all that much, you could see this removing thing even back in The Burning Crusade, I' saw the pattern a long time ago. When they took out flying I wasn't all that surprised , actually I wasn't surprised, disapointed  though .

No flying, I quit.

No more WoW . Not for me, eldest resigned their raid spot. All canceled, may not even log in to play out my last few of months.

Be well everyone.

That is all.

some game stuff, mostly complaining

I find no flying in Draenor very annoying. I just do , I think  one of the things I mostly like about WoW is flying. When I used to also play Perfect World it was because I like to fly they have winged Elves that can fly from level one everyone else can get mounts at some later time. Back then I thought flying would make WoW better, and it did , but not knowing if I will get it back annoys me and makes me kinda sad and angry.

I'm mostly playing an account without Warlords of Draenor, because well, no point in Draenor if no flying ever. I canceled my mains sub with my complaint it will run out sometime next month.

I'm also not happy with how much they have been changing things in general, excessive change for what feels like no good reason annoys me.  Basically they have made almost all classes and specs I played except cat druids and  beast mastery hunters( to be honest my hunter really just runs around collecting pets and fishing I really don't know haw to play her properly, but she gets what I want to do done, but her pet dies a lot now ) are kinda un fun in a way I can't explain exactly, but it is irritating to have to relearn stuff, I can but it takes time and I play Wow to relax not have to think  hard. If I want to think hard there are other things to learn , like classes and other hobbys.

I healed two random PuGs on my druid and it was hard, not in a fun way either. For me there was this thing about healing, there is this way of timing stuff your brain does unconsciously after having done it a bit, like how you know long a pan of water will take to boil because you have done it and also with cooking other things it sorta like an internal sense of timing so base on variables you make choices that get outcomes you want. Healing was like that in vanilla WoW also through Wrath, at least for me. I would get a feel for how damage was coming in and know what spell to choose, and usually it went rather well. It doesn't seem to feel like that any more , like you have less choice and somehow  heals just don't cover damage group members are taking. It just doesn't feel like that anymore , or I am just not caring enough, but darn I miss that feeling, maybe I just haven't healed much lately but I would think it would be there a little. I'll keep trying for a while, may just be lack of trying, but yeah change can annoy me.

Garrisons seem kinda neat, but since I'm avoiding Draenor I haven't done much, the horde one makes me feel cold and I'm already cold , its very cold here so very cold. Eldest child informs me one of the  followers  has the same name, class and spec and race as my character, so that's amusing. Her feet are probably cold like mine right now though.

I do still like Wow. I know I sound like I don't but I do and I still have fun doodling about. I don't think I need a break did have one for a while while I was without a WoW capable computer, but I built a new one it's quite nice, better then my old one.

There have been a lot of changes in my out of game life . Things are seeming settled and I do have time for WoW now so I'll probably be here more, some of my real life stresses are less overall, so I can interact with the world in a better way.

Still there, waiting to lure the unwary....

...or at least the determined who really like trick or treating, and maybe bobbing for apples 

two large grey birds flying in a damaged inn near a candy filled pumpkin bucket

I still enjoy getting candy from the haunted inn in Stonetalon, I think about the ghost of the innkeeper who so kindly places out candy buckets for travelers, they must have really loved the holiday, but it's a little sad too.

thoughts

I think I should change the blogs name, to people in PuGs are scary , avoid at all costs. Or just something else.

I am still playing but got sick again, (pneumonia this time, a bit of advice if you are coughing up blood you may want to go to the doctor not wait a week mkay?) pet battles are nice for nights you are up coughing because laying down is bad, and not much happens if you just fall asleep.

hope everyone had happy holidays and the new year is the best ( but not ever just till now, and life keeps improving )

I may just start posting a comic  here because it actually takes me a long time to write  even short posts, but pictures are easier. ( 34 minutes so far on this one)

I still am not sure what to do at  90 , since  I ma so avoident of people. also so much content is well flashy and I have enough seizures ( I thing twoish a week is enough, but more meds and I start shuffling around wanting to eat brains, or sleep and my anxiety is less but who wants to be a zombie.) without adding them to gaming time. Although  /console colorblindshader 8 ( thanks tumblr, and yes not its intended use but heplful)  makes things much better, and solves the setting my graphics card back and forth between my safe settings and my doing art settings.

So possibly amsing comics and some art coming up but I give up on PuGs ( the dogs are still cute ) maybe a  blog namechange.